Sunday, December 26, 2010

Performing

Atlanta Motor Speedway's Thursday Thunder Week Six Notes

Tuesday, July 6, 2010
Photo: Atlanta Motor Speedway

FootAtlanta Motor Speedway's Thursday Thunder returns to the "Thunder Ring" on July 8 for a sixth dose of short-track racing action and Halloween in July at the racing facility.

Week six of Thursday Thunder will feature Halloween in July, including trick-of-treating on Atlanta Motor Speedway's frontstretch, in addition to tights points racing and record-setting performances. The action will feature seven classes of Bandolero, Legends and Thunder Roadster racing on Atlanta Motor Speedway's "Thunder Ring," a quarter-mile oval located on the frontstretch of Atlanta's 1.54-mile quad oval track. In addition to the on-track showcase of speed and racing precision, each week of Thursday Thunder includes family concourse activities, grandstand games and an autograph session with the stars of Thursday Thunder.

Halloween in July at Thursday Thunder
Halloween returns early in 2010 at Atlanta Motor Speedway for "Halloween in July" during Thursday Thunder's sixth week of action. Race fans are encouraged to celebrate Halloween early with Atlanta Motor Speedway and dress in Halloween costumes for the event

Halloween in July will feature a costume contest with a prize for the best costume. Children will be invited to trick-or-treat for candy during the Thursday Thunder autograph session on the Atlanta Motor Speedway frontstretch. The autograph session will feature Thursday Thunder's Morley Company Outlaws division, currently led in points by Madeline Crane who has posted one win in 2010.

In addition to Halloween in July and the Morley Company Outlaws autograph session, week six's entertainment will include the National Anthem performed by Julie Edmondson of Senoia.

Dixie Home Crafters Semi-Pro Points Tied Through Six Races

Points races remain tight at Atlanta Motor Speedway's Thursday Thunder, but none more so than the Dixie Home Crafters Semi-Pro division. After completing six-of-10 2010 events, Garrett Smithley (Peachtree City) and Mike Weed (Franklin) are tied with 538 points each.

Remarkably, the two leading drivers have combined for just one win in six events – a week two victory by Weed – a testament to the competitive parity in the Dixie Home Crafters Semi-Pro class. Smithley has three top-five finishes on the season and has finished in the top-10 each week, while Weed has finished in the top-five on four occasions, but failed to finish in the top-10 once. Each driver has an average-finish position of 4.8.

With just four races remaining in 2010, points are becoming more precious as each driver battles for their first-career Thursday Thunder championship and each is expected to jockey for the upper hand in the coming weeks.

Meanwhile, points battles also remain hotly contested in the OCP Angus Farms Pro, Thunder Roadsters and Young Lions classes.

Donald McIntosh (Dawsonville) claimed a week five victory to extend his points lead to 15 marks over the OCP Angus Farms Pro contenders, now leading second-place Jimmy Henderson (Conyers) with 582 points to 567.

While Skip Nichols (Albany) claimed his 28th-career victory in week five's Masters feature, setting the Thursday Thunder all-time wins mark, a sixth-place showing among Thunder Roadsters allowed Brian Meredith (Locust Grove) to jump to nine-point advantage. Meredith now holds 573 points to Nichols' 562.

Sean Rayhall (Winston) holds a 22-point advantage in the Young Lions class after winning a fender-banging affair during week five. After making hard contact in the race's first lap, Rayhall was the benefactor of a later collision that collected second-place in points, Mason Massey (Winston). With Massey finishing sixth after the accident, Rayhall's fourth win of 2010 extended his points lead by 16 points.

The History Maker: Nichols Set to Match Second Thunder Record

After claiming Thursday Thunder all-time wins mark with his 28th-career victory during week five, Skip Nichols (Albany) is again being watched to make history on the "Thunder Ring."

With four-career championships, Nichols needs just one more title to match Doug Stevens – the man whose win total he just overtook – for the most championships in Thursday Thunder history with five. By competing in two classes in 2010 Stevens not only have a chance to match the mark, but to set the record with six titles if he finishes first in both divisions.

Nichols currently has a generous points lead among Masters competitors with a 34-point margin, however he trails first place in the Thunder Roadsters division by a slim nine points.

In addition to setting the mark for the most championships in a career with two 2010 titles, Nichols would also become the first driver in Thursday Thunder history to claim titles in two divisions in the same season. Dwight Pilgrim previously finished fourth in the Masters division while claiming the 2007 Thunder Roadster title, the previous best showing in two classes resulting in a title, while Brian Weimer finished third and second, respectively, in those classes during the 2007 season.

Featuring a full slate of short-track racing, Thursday Thunder is an afford ably-priced activity that offers something for spectators of all ages.Tickets are just $5 for adults and $1 for children 6-11 (ages 5 and under are free) for each evening of family fun and grass-roots racing. Gates open at 6 p.m., heat races start at 6:15 p.m. and feature races start at approximately 7:50 p.m. For more information about Thursday Thunder, contact the Atlanta Motor Speedway ticket office at (770) 946-4211 or visit http://www.atlantamotorspeedway.com/

THIS IS THE ARTICLE POSTED ON THE ATLANTA MOTOR SPEEDWAY'S WEBSITE.

I am still so grateful to have had the opportunity to sing our National Anthem at the raceway and for the Gwinnett Braves this past summer, but also to sing "God Bless America" and the National Anthem for my town here in Senoia Ga. I post this not just because I am honored to be picked out of many who tried out, but to say that during my quest to do this, I was being selfish and only had one motive in mind. I wanted to get the glory. I wanted the praise. I needed to 'feel good' for doing something that brought others pleasure.

I wrestle daily with my selfish desires and motives. Even though I may do something good for someone else my reason is not just to make that person happy or bring them joy. My motives are purely humanistic. I act out of my flesh and not the Holy Spirit that should be guiding my thoughts and actions. I understand that we need to feel love and acceptance, but to try and 'do something' for someone else simply to earn their praise could lead to major let downs if they don't respond in the way we feel they should. (when acting in our flesh)

This is a daily constant struggle for me. I go into deep despair and depression at times. I am so new to this issue of acceptance. I know I don't have to do anything in my own power to have acceptance from God. He supplies my needs. He is my daily bread. He gives me living water. His word feeds my soul and He meets me right where I am at. He accepts me as I am. I don't need to perform to be loved and accepted by God.  I just have to accept his Grace and love for me. Simple concept, but still a daily battle I wrestle with. I came to accept Jesus as a young 13 year old girl. I am now 33 and still am trying to understand God's grace and his love for me. So I will continue the quest just in a much different way than before. I will still perform. I will still sing, but for the one who gave it all to me anyway. There is an old hymn I still love to hear. One stanza goes something like this

"Riches I heed not, nor man’s empty praise, Thou mine Inheritance, now and always: Thou and Thou only, first in my heart, High King of Heaven, my Treasure Thou art.

I now know (even though I battle daily with this) and have this truth. I don't have to do anything to gain God's acceptance. He showed me his Grace when he sent his perfect sinless Son to take the sin of each one who believes in him.  Grace is not something we earn. It's something God has given us freely if we choose to accept this truth.

This truth of God's grace and love is still new to me yes, but it's in God's word. I was just very stubborn and persistent to live life in my own power instead or resting on Him. Life is hard and we all want to measure up to some kind of standard in this world. We want to feel important in the world we have created for ourselves. The truth at least for me and many of us is that our vein deeds and pride stifle God. He has given us undeserving grace yes, but when we 'perform for others' in our own power then we fail and become discouraged.

I had to be shaken by God literally! God brought me to a place of brokenness where I had to fully put my trust in Him. I was not living to please God. I was living to please man (again still a daily struggle for me). I am holding to this new truth (for me) so I can surrender my fleshy desire to perform for man and seek to do what honors and pleases God.

A challenge for you: I was forced and still am in the process of doing so to look at my past. I could write a book on wearing masks but will post about those later. In my state of confusion and brokenness I cried out to God. I wanted a change in my life. A real permanent change. Little did I know I would be forced to slowly shed my masks. The many I wore (and still do) kept me from being the person God promised I would be. I was not putting my full trust in God. I blamed him and everyone around me for my unfortunate circumstances.
I finally challanged God. I guess I made a deal with him. I said    "If you will make me who you want me to be then I will be real. I will take off my masks."    He is slowly doing that through a wonderful Christian Ministry through The Exchanged Life Model. Yes I am seeing a Christian counselor, but it was not without a whole lot of arguing with God and stubborness on my part.

Surrender to God. FULLY Trust in him. Ask him what his will is for your life. Ask him what areas of your life need work on and let him guide you. If you need couseling then seek His guidence in that. Christian counseling will give you the truth of God's word. He wants you to be FREE. He wants you to experience the Joy that only he can provide for your life if you will just allow him to. I know that he gives me the desire to sing and perform, but the desire now is to do it to please Him! 

He gave us a way out! He gave us a way to be FREE! We can be FREE in Him and rest in His loving arms!


The Angel of the Lord encamps all around those who fear Him, And delivers them.

Oh, taste and see that the Lord is good; Blessed is the man who trusts in Him! (Ps 34.7-8)

Trust in the Lord with all your heart, and lean not on your own understanding; in all your ways acknowledge Him, and He shall direct your paths. (Prov 3.5-6)

Commit your way to the Lord, Trust also in Him, And He shall bring it to pass. (Ps 37.5)

For by grace you have been saved through faith. And this is not your own doing; it is the gift of God, (Ephesians 2:8)



Saturday, December 4, 2010

Got C.H.A.O.S? (can't have anyone over syndrome) Try FlyLady

OK I just found this really cool website. http://flylady.net/  I just signed up. They also have a FB fan page. I am going to try this. It's all about cleaning out the clutter in your home. This is going to be a toughy for me, but with God's help and the help of my new online friends I know I can do it! So here I go. I'm just a flybaby right now, so my wings are little. Say a prayer for me. :o)

Tuesday, November 16, 2010

Inside the mind of a hoarder

Today is a day just like most others for me. I have piles of laundry on the floor and dirty dishes in the sink. The antique furniture needs dusting, the floors need sweeping and the beds need changing. I have piles of stuff in so many corners and can't find the desire or motivation to pick anything up.

Here's what I do OK. If something is in my way just to keep from throwing it away I will move it all over the house. Even if it is a useless pile of junk. Why? We have a nice home, but I hate the way it looks because of my hoarding (and my husband's collecting!)  

My husband went thru my cabinet where I house my cookbooks and school notes from 3 years ago. He took it upon himself to throw away my notes and other items I may need in the future for something. So I proceeded to remove what I wanted from the trash and put them back in their rightful place. He saw no logic in the whole thing.  I don't either really. What was I thinking? Why do I have a hard time discerning what is trash and what is treasure?

Together we have accumulated meaningless clutter that is cluttering our lives and our minds. I can't think straight enough to put a creative word on paper because of the mess that surrounds me that is smothering me.

I put on a wonderful mask at church and in public. I make it a point not to get too close to anyone for fear they will reject me because of my messy house. I wonder though sometimes if I may be hoarding to protect myself from rejection. I know what it is like to be rejected. I was rejected by someone close to me. A person who was supposed to protect me betrayed me. A person I trusted completely tore my heart right out of me.

I guess I am building a wall of clutter to keep people out, not just out of my home but out of my heart. It is a painful thing to be hurt by someone who was supposed to love you and keep you safe. 

Very slowly God is showing me and guiding me. I am seeing a wonderful Christian counselor. I wrestled for years with the thought of seeing a Christian professional. I did go once with my husband. He really did not want to be there so we quit. I went over a year after that telling myself I could just put the hurt away for awhile. If I was gonna go back then it would have to be God sending me. I even prayed and said   "God If you want me to go then send me to someone  I can pour my heart out to and really understands what I am going through." The first day I walked in my hands were cold and I wanted to turn around and run out the door. I didn't though. I truly believe I was meant to meet this special person. I have been able to share with her the hurt and pain I have experienced. I have never been able to feel like I could freely talk to someone about the pain I have shoved into a bottle. I thought I put the lid on tight enough.

I know I am broken. I know I can't do this on my own. I need God. For way too long I put him last. I tucked his word in between the piles of Guideposts I never read (I had good intentions) but just can't seem to throw away.  The clutter has become almost like a security blanket that has become so torn it has done it's purpose.


I am a life worth saving. God created me for a purpose much greater than what the clutter can do for me. I know he has a plan and future for me. Jeremiah 29:11 says he does: For I know the plans I have for you,” declares the LORD, “plans to prosper you and not to harm you, plans to give you hope and a future. and I believe it! He has a divine plan for all of us. His words says  in Romans 8:28 And we know that in all things God works for the good of those who love him, who have been called according to his purpose.




I am a work in progress. I am under construction. I am God's girl and no one can take that away from me!



If only one person reads this who needs to make a commitment to God or even recommit your life then my prayer is for you to ask God right now into your heart. He is waiting for you. He stands at the door and knocks. Will you let him in? He wants you. He loves you. Choose him.

"There is no pit so deep God's love is not deeper still"- Corrie Ten Boom

Friday, October 16, 2009

My Hero



Check out the story of a man who has caused me to really look at my walk as a Christian. Anyone who looks at Nick Vujicic at first glance might feel sorry for him, but that is because they have not seen his smile or heard his voice. You might think oh this man has such a terrible disability, but you have not seen the way people wrap their arms around him and just can't seem to let him go. Disability, nope don't think so. It is the ability he has to change lives and live an amazing life for God that sets him apart. If we all lived like Nick,  churches would be overflowing! This world would be a much better place. One word comes to mind WOW! Visit http://www.lifewithoutlimbs.org/ to hear his story and don't forget to buy a dvd, I did. God Bless.